dolly-loves.

2009-08-24T02:34:00.002+08:00

(entry in malay language)
bulan ramadhan, bulan yang mulia.
aku rasa bersyukur kerana masih
mempunyai kedua ibu bapa.
aku berase simpati dengan orang yang lebih
memerlukan. ingin ku bantu, tapi tak terdaya.
sedangkan, aku masih dalam tanggungan ibu
dan bapa ku. berbuka dengan air coke. bersahur
dengan segelas air teh o. mampu bertahan untuk
satu hari berpuasa. aku banyak belajar dari seorang
teman. dia memberi aku semangat untuk berubah.
berubah pada jalan yang benar. mengenali ugama aku
sendiri memberi aku satu kesedaran; mana yang baik,
mana yang buruk. Syukur Alhamdulillah, aku dapat melihat
sendiri.

2009-08-21T20:04:00.001+08:00

i thought leaving you is a big mistake. and every each moment of time,
or where ever i go. it reminds YOU not other guys which i have dated.
and that is the time i went to sentosa.
oh-yess, and thiss little porky text you up saying that little mushy2 stuff.
that little porky believe that you could wait for her with open arms.
you tell her to be strong. you tell her to keep in mind "whateva you do, ingat ME."
(remember this phrase, jerk?)
you said you start to learn abt our own religion and im proud of you.
bt look at yourself, doing the wrong things doesnt lead to anything. YOU LIED to me.
i got a wake up call from someone. and ive realise my BIG mistake. Nightlife, Drinking.
i shall put a stop to everything. as for now, i feel peace.
i can start dating once again. and our love capsule?. pfft.
you can forget about it. it work for me, but not for you.
- if you willingly to wait for me any longer, we be happy one day.
goodbye ahmad fairuss.

2009-08-04T14:17:00.000+08:00

hola.
had a splendid weekdays. went to sentosa with happy pills.
ride the SEGWAY thrilling eco-ride. first timer. i hurt my leg. nvm.
den off to the beach. the boys is so tempting on the seas.
den to the skyride and luge. TWO times. woahhh.. we watch the Extreme Log Ride.
super fun. shouted like crazie. overall spent less than 100 per person.
ahahah.ate at banquet vivocity. head home took 963 and 852. everybody sleeping in the bus.

2009-07-30T19:48:00.000+08:00

houga-houga people.

i tell you i will be doing late post.
due to late nights. ive turnt a bad bat.
i dont know whatever i post today.

Currently working at holland village.
pay oklah for part time. my boss call aunty rose.
sometimes, i handle the shop alone.
best huh?..
check it out : www.mangowoodcrafts.com
interesting ehk?..

im thinking of doing business sometimes..
hahah. selling keropok maybe.
if one day i susceed, i open up another shop.
name after me. syafiinenekkeropok.pte.ltd
sweee kang?..

meet less people these days.
happy pills are busy.
bt we planning to tioman.
woohoo.. gotta save up.
i want diving.snorkling tak main uh..

2009-06-19T17:03:00.002+08:00

hello readers'

ive been rotting at home during the day time.

and out by evening.

having fun wif happy pills.

love?..

hes too busy with work, shows, training.

ive tried so hard to understand him.

bt if i do so, i be left out.

so i do my own.

whereelse, i start tarian again.

with trairat's. im so happy to see everyones

back. -_-

there be upcoming production.

so wait upp.

karaoke everyweekend.

late night most of the time.

bt im happy.

2009-05-11T13:45:00.002+08:00

its was a blaze dat night. i met the rest over at central.

ahead to gothem penthouse. a few club entrance hopping.

urghh. just because of azzam dress code. bluekzz.

he wore very typical "mat" with gold chain.

heheh. after all. we had fun. basheer bdae. super gerek.

waterfall, waterfall.

2009-04-30T19:26:00.002+08:00

hello love.

from starting of the month,

only today i decided to blog.

i dun have anytime anymore

to blog thing out.

im very tired everyday

werking is very pressurising.

oh-whatever-the-word-is.

since i have the time now,

i blog.

im bored.

plan today is to watch

jang tegur

with parents

and

dee

ofcourse

off for now,

gonna watch movie,

den shop a bit

den wateva

mutthafucka.

BYE!

2009-03-28T13:04:00.000+08:00

fought with cinta 24/7.
hes busy everyday. only when hes on mc.
while me spending my time with lina at pastamania on weekdays,
afta werk. weekend, stayed at home. gf cameova. had D-I-Y thingy.
cinta surprised with anger. fought. sun off to jb wif family and hym.
fought again with cinta. forever ok..

yadaa. yadaa.

2009-03-24T21:57:00.000+08:00

I love rediscovering how beautiful you are each time I see you

And I love realizing how attractive you make me feel

I love wanting so badly to kiss you

And I love the way you want to take things slow

2009-02-22T00:38:00.000+08:00

helo :p

saturday is here. im rotting at home.
from i woke up at 9 am till now.
fake . hehe. thot of
dinner wif mama and papa
ova lestari, yishun. thot of going SSM, but car park
is FULL. so mama plan to home.

tuesday to friday is really busy at office.
we recruit new staff. more younger ages.
yana, mawar, shidah and zanna.
phonecalls too many. reports and more
billing to settle.

off for now.

2009-02-09T23:09:00.000+08:00

2009-02-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

Friday . went to jb late night.
went to tesco.
its a new shopping mart. and its very ulu-ulu place.
reach tesco, deres no one. since it closed till 1 am.
so we shop all alone. whuahuahaha..
household, and more stuff.
next stop to pandan market.
it closed at 4 am. so we walk, ate kebab and bought dvd's.
seriously penat man.

saturday . woke up late. ard 3.
cinta planned to town. bt change planned.
den to bugis. met nana and fuad. nana loss weight.
she cut her hair too. sweet.
den off to shiesha at al-majlis. chill. talked.
cabed home at 11. cinta came over.
when i ws abt to sleep, he went off at 1 am.
sayang kau bodoh ! (:

sunday , woke up in the afternoon..
lunch over nasi lemak. den drive to downtown.
its nenek's 70th bdae!!! woo hoo!
last week sempat grab carlo rino wristlet at metro.
sale lah kann. when we reach dere, dere's a few left.
the rest went back the last nite. went for a swim.
den eat, chill. thot of escap-ing. bt it was too late.
since farah, tasha, senni, lily, rizal going back in the evening.
den its ok. we can plan the next time.
off home wif wet bra and panties. hehehe.
mine is dry-fit ones. so its easier to dry.

2009-02-01T22:13:00.000+08:00

hello cinta (:

currently tuning to dealova.
heheh. in ma diy mood.
home alone. mama papa went dating ova marina.
dee off to chingay.
im wif ma orangey burning candles all over the place.
on ma comfy bed wif this lappy. and hot milo on ma lap.
heheh. how sexy it is..
msging wif cinta.

i had catering todae. my sexy butt mizan helpings me, wif the heavy chores.
so hes in!! for the next and the next and so on.
tommorrow will be another dae. back in the office wif truck of work.
more patients.!
hafidzs will be joing us tml onwards. my batman! nyehehehe.

cinta is busy wif upcoming show and stuff.
less spending time, but it helps to be more closer to each other.
I too busy ma dear;

2009-01-31T13:21:00.000+08:00

a random update.

life goes easier when cinta when to work.

hes working in a school.

last week had a family picnic wif cinta and dad's family.

sun burn we too afterall. hehe.

2008-12-25T12:34:00.000+08:00

hola

just came back from kl. had a blasting holidaes wif tha family. 3 daes 2 nite.

it happen to be kak widia wedding dae. so we came and help out. shop shop till drop.

lotsa stuff i bought from petaling street. since ive shop dere a few times, so i noe every single road dere. hehehe.!! too bad love cant join us, hes having wedding show too on that sat and sun.

pfftt.1st nite, we had a sumptious meal on satay.weeeheee!! chicken,beef,deer and rabbit. gore huh?.. hahah. afta meal, drive to melaka.. each apartment ard 10 pm..

2nd nite, we had seafood near mahkota parade. OMFG! so sedap mann. den ahead apartment.

we watch movies and den night sneak out to mcd. hahaah. doze off and back to singapore first ting in the morning. drop by angsana, jb. mama did her facial while papa and ayah sleeping at the lobby. haha..

2008-11-16T16:44:00.000+08:00

Lately I've been thinking about what I can do

I've been stressing to fall back in love with you

I'm so sorry that I couldn't follow through

But I can't go on this way. I've got to stop it babe

You've been wonderful in all that you can be

But it hurts when you say that you understand me

So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall

I wanted you to see me through it all

I wanted you to be the one I loved

I wanted you, I wanted you

I wanted you to hold me in my sleep

I wanted you to show me what I need

I wanted you to know just how down deep

I wanted you, I wanted you

I've been pushing hard to open up the door

Trying to take us back to where we were before

But I'm done. I just can't do this anymore'

Cause we can't be mended, so let's stop pretending now

We've been walking around in circles for some time

And I think we should head for the finish line

So believe me. I, I am sorry, I, I am sorry, I, I

I wanted you to be there when I fall

I wanted you to see me through it all

I wanted you to be the one I loved

I wanted you, I wanted you

I wanted you to hold me in my sleep

I wanted you to show me what I need

I wanted you to know just how down deep

I wanted you, I wanted youI, I... I'm so sorry baby

But I, I... I gotta pack up and leave

But I, I'll always remember how we came close

... to being how I wanted to be

I wanted you baby

I wanted you

I wanted you to be there when I fall

I wanted you to see me through it all

I wanted you to be the one I loved

I wanted you, I wanted youI wanted you to hold me in my sleep

I wanted you to show me what I need

I wanted you to know just how down deep

I wanted you,

I wanted you

2008-11-05T16:52:00.000+08:00

ouhhh. at last i gt the time to update.

haha. actually. im lazy lah to update.

everything the same.

oh yarh. welcome to supardi's property

Aqiil Roqzi. sumtyng like dat lah. which born on

10 october.. woohooo! we call hym ten ten lah.

hahaha. nuthing much.

torn at changi beach with love and frens.

went shopping with love. go to hes training and

accompany love for hes raya show.

love,love,love.. everything with love.

no one else. since i had nobody!.

ok now work. errr...good.

new stuff. come and go.

seri bam-bam. no more. she's resign

as she had some family problem. [really sad-sad story]

for now!!! im sick.

flu, flu, and cough.

its season lah. wahahaha!

2008-10-21T00:33:00.000+08:00

2008-10-05T09:42:00.000+08:00

oh wee.
a short uppdate i guess.
hahah.. a slamat hari raya to everyone.
if i did terkasar bahase. tercubit. and ter pegang.
sorri ok. next tyme buat lagi.
haha!! i'll update soon.
i promise. CHIOW!!

2008-09-25T21:57:00.001+08:00

hoolla(:

i musnt be happy todae.
deres lotsa things happen at werk.
steven resign. alfrad too. as he cant concentrate on hes studies.
soon gina. ohh. it ok. as shes all the while making all the
nonsence in the office.

and den. todae is rina court case.
cs of her son custody.
hope shes doing fine.
and mai's pregnant. and dat is so omg!!
really?.. how nice.

off shopping wif momma and dee.
cab-ed home.

2008-09-22T20:16:00.000+08:00

holla(:

ima at love place. doing nuting. bt surf..
okae.raya around the corner.
had clean the room.

now i had backache.
love: chinikenilichinili.
ouhh. im so bored.

ika gemok babi~...tapi dier syg kambing skepeng-peng la seh!!!
Selamat hari raya kepada sume...dari org yg da ORD...Trima kasih n same2 kasih~
<--- love type tis..

2008-09-14T14:55:00.000+08:00

ou-la-la.

GEYLANG's yesterdae wif ma baby's.
mai,wan,rina,redza,love.
3 couple. its so coincidence dat me and love wore brown
wif rina and partner. its Saturdae and it so pack so we left at
10..

Fasting months oready hit 3 weeks. another 1 week to go and boom!
hari raya. not really prepare. room not paint. room nt clean.

too busy and too lazy.
mama is 24/7 pain. she keep on asking people to do so and so.
fucking irritating. papa too.
how i wish i had ma own house. i clean maself and do it maself.

love keep reminding me dae by dae of how many daes to our 1st anniversary.
and yess, i ve counted todae we still got 22 daes. so wait up.

its gonna be full of surprises for you. and i too wanna surprise.
we go charcoal ok babye.. haha! [u dun understand love.]

2008-09-13T07:09:00.000+08:00

HAPPY ORD LOVE!!

met with love.
spent time a bit.
lil mushy-mushy and
bought hym a sneakers.
asics green yellow.
he so love it. and
wore it on tha spot.[to try on]

2008-09-03T01:11:00.000+08:00

im down wif paranoid.
i hate love.

2008-09-02T19:04:00.000+08:00

ouh baby!

im down with stomach flu.
vomitting. mc for todae.
home for nuthing.
mum is sick too. nobody at home.
left me and mama.
chicken rice for break fast.
ta-pao. and i only had ma chicken soup.
papa late home..
dee had pierce her smiley..

i miss love.

2008-08-31T23:50:00.000+08:00

ok people.

tommorow is fasting month.

so happy fasting everybody.

no jahat2 ehk.

pok aru tau..

2008-08-31T13:09:00.000+08:00

Termenung bila sendirian
Menggunung seribu harapan
Tak mampu ku melupakan
Walau kian kehilangan
Kernaku terlalu inginkan
Untukmu
Yg berkekalan
Relaku berlalu walau mungkin tak termampu

Selagi daya hati ku ini
akan tetap ku menyayangi
duka tiadaku peduli
bila rindu membelengu
selagi nadi belum terhenti
ku buktikan cinta sejati
tak mungkin akan ku kesali
kerna hidupmu kian mengerti

tak mungkin mudah kau mengerti
tak ingin saling dilukai
kedaifan ini menjadi penghalang sanubari

Selagi daya hati ku ini
akan tetap ku menyayangi
duka tiadaku peduli
bila rindu membelengu
selagi nadi belum terhenti
ku buktikan cinta sejati
tak mungkin kan ku kesali
kerna hidupmu kian mengerti

relaku terus setia menyanyangimu
menyintaimuwalau berjauhan
teguh kalimah kasihku

ohhhh

relaku terus setia menyanyangimu
menyintaimu
walau berjauhan
teguh kalimah kasihku
relaku terus setia
Termenung bila sendirian
Menggunung seribu harapan
moga kau mengerti ,bila nadiku terhenti

2008-08-30T14:57:00.000+08:00

oh lalala!!

newstuff in tha closet.

mum got me dior stuff. lipstick, lipgloss and the bracelet

and without fail the guerlain fragrance.

its so amazing. im so gonna love it.

ok. im good. well spending time maself.

boifee too. werk was fun lately. as we had new staff.

and u know. i had the office key. boss good at me.

he even wanna fetch me since i was caught in the rain.

hahs.

2008-08-22T01:26:00.000+08:00

holla (:

yess. its 1.39 am. im gonna cleep soon.
met wif love. chill at library. read sm book.
since im gonna start to learn how to cook.
ok. love doesnt like pasta. and i only noe how
to cook pasta. so im trying out new dish soon.
hahaha! ARABIAN is the theme. yay!!!

had kfc's. wow!! i had like pig. snuggling all the food.
love just look. hah :P
love is entertaining ma nonsence since i had paranoid lately
and menses is killing me.
tankx love. i noe u had to layan kan only.
although i sae,"b, i mcm nak tumbuk muke u lah. boleh tak?"
bt its only a week. and it will goo soon. ok.
next week, u punye turn plak menses. hahah!!!

ok. dats oll folks lah todae..
SLAMAT MAJU JAYA!

p.s: hensem kan org atas tuu?
ws caught digging nose. hees (:

2008-08-18T20:49:00.000+08:00

holla(:

i duuno watelse to update. im having PARRANNOID..
dun disturb. just shut up.

2008-08-17T16:38:00.000+08:00

holla(:

pfft. imma at ibu's place.
fetch dee home. ok aku BORING.
the tua2 now karaoke-ing.haas.

papa send me to mit boifee.
touching kan. ahahaha!
bf at station.
chiow for now!!

2008-08-16T22:07:00.001+08:00

holla(:

its been long time no updates.
busy werking in the morning.
and at nite, i busy haunting food.
hahhaa! yess u can see for urself,
im getting FATTTER and FATTER.
2 times dinner at Chua Chu Kang Park, Rasa Istimewa.
7 aug, we had white rice, black pepper beef, sambal stingray, kangkong blacan
and tomyum soup.
11 aug, we had steamboat.deliciaso..

2008-08-06T13:03:00.000+08:00

holla!

not to werk todaae. boifee in tha hous.
cleaning and washing. now he falls asleep..
tired ehk.mama had done her 2nd operation.
deres lotsa gullstone in dere. papa send me the pic..

tired lately. been transfer to clementi to teach a few new comers.
yearh. nuh off-site project will be lasting for 5 years. OMG. its crazie.
biggest project.

new kids in NUH. sarina banana. shes a mum of 1 year old boy. SINGLE PARENT.
i miss mai sassy and nora vogue. yess and dey too miss me and ma fake hair. pfft.

2008-08-03T12:58:00.000+08:00

morning readers.

ok people.now im going to talk bout MONEY!
im having a money crisis now.
which i oready overspent over 800 tis 2 mths.
THIS is not good. i cant stop using it.
instead of adding it.sigh! ):

so i suggest to open up another bank acc.
so i can add the money in the new acc.
whenever my pay been added to the POSB,
i will put 20 percent to the new acc.
is it ok?
the new acc will be safe at home. i mean, i put it home.
so, which bank shud i open?
OCBC,OUB or HSBC.

2008-08-03T04:48:00.000+08:00

oh baby,

time check: 4.48am
just accidently woke up.
[wat such an english]

im bored now.

When I get to Warwick Avenue
meet me by the entrance of the tube we can talk things over a little time
but promise me you won't step out of line

When I get to Warwick Avenue
please drop the past and be true
don't say we're okay just because I'm here you hurt me bad but I won't shed a tear
I'm leaving you for the last time baby
you think you're loving but you don't love me
and I've been confused outta’ my mind lately
you think you're loving but I want to be free
Baby you've hurt me

When I get to Warwick Avenue oh
we'll spend an hour but no more than two
Our only chance to speak once more I showed you the answers now here's the door

When I get to Warwick Avenue oh
I'll tell you baby, then we're through
Cos' I'm leaving you for the last time baby
you think you're loving but you don't love me
and I've been confused outta’ my mind lately
you think you're loving but you don't love me
I want to be free, baby you've hurt me.

All the days spent together, I wish for better
but I didn't want the train to come, now it's departed I'm broken hearted,
seems like we never started.
All those days spent together, when I wished for better
And I didn't want the train to come
You think you're loving, but you don't love me I want to be free.
Baby you've hurt me, you don't love me,
I want to be free, baby you hurt (heard) me.

2008-08-01T22:00:00.000+08:00

to live life free.
holla(:

currently tuning to warwick avenue by duffy.
okok. week review.
ive done so many work out at home tis daes.
haha! cleaning, washing and vacumning.
tiring. bt wif the helps of ma little skepeng peng bf.
it paid off.

he help wif the lipat kayen. cs it alwaes suck to me.
den he (i mean we) cook fried rice for papa and dee.
i alwaes neva like the wae he cook. and we end up arguing bout cooking.
haishhh~~

oh yearh.
mama had transfer to high dependency ward again.
she can talk. now. im soo glad.

hectic. off for now. daaa.

2008-07-27T12:34:00.000+08:00

holla!

mama has improve.
her appendix had removed. so far, dun need an op.
shukur alhamdulillah. shes getting her enuff rest.
bt yet time shes agressive due to her drug in the body.

im exhaust. verry2 tired. i need some anti-biotics.
everydae from nuh to ttsh. werk is suck to me.
cause i cant concentrate dat much. too many things to think.
house chores too. a bulk of it to be wash. ma dad is depending on me
to do it. im getting more stressful. ok bye. dun want to tok bt it.

2008-07-24T12:01:00.000+08:00

holla(:

just got back from hospital.
stay-ed dere fer a nite. due to mama condition.
mama had transfer to sicu (surgical intensive care unit)
hope deres nothing happen to her. todae is her burfdae.
busu jai saed, hari jadi tak boleh disambut kan.
kerana 10 hari sebelum/selepas izrael boleh mencabut nyawa.
dats why im so scared. i dun wanna lose mama.

2008-07-23T01:58:00.000+08:00

Mama,
get well soon. i love you.
i don't want to see you suffer
wif all tube around you.
and needle over ur body.
im afraid mama.
i dun wanna lose you.
you are ma bestest mum and also a friend.
you see me cry. you see me happy.
you was dere everytime i need you.
a mother who sacrifice herself for others.
a mother who keep all her daughter's secret.
a mother who gave u courage.
a mother who cry when you cry.
everydae i visited you at the hospital.
im in tears. you neva asked me why am i crying.
istead, "kakak gadoh ngan apai?".
No mama no.. kakak sedih tgk mama mcm gini.

FYI.
mama had pancreast inflamation.
which is oready mild to major stage.
aand then, her sugar level was high.
shes now in ttsh ICU. ward 6c bed 56.

Dear readers,
Please help me wif ur prayers.
may ma mum get well soon.
AMIN!

2008-07-21T12:02:00.000+08:00

hey! it supposed to be visiting moment.
me and dee. visit pak ngah at ttsh.
in ccu(coronary care unit). so saw the rest.
mama, farid, nizam and rizal plus the aunties and uncle.
pak ngah was in criticle stage bt we still can haf fun taking photos.
after visiting hours had end, i met boifee at novena. den had supper.
two-way-cab-home. since boifee had ngiong-ngiong(headache)..

reached home, mama was in pain.
she had stomachache. she keep vomitting.
so we(papa, dee and me) send her to ttsh agn.
so i decided to call the ambulance. istead of calling 995,
i call the 1777. which is so stupid rite.
i ask dee to stay at home bt she insist to cum along.
doctor sae mama had inflame at her top part of the stomach.
bt dey suspect a hole in the intestine which has to go op.
tankx goodness, i learn a bit of doctors note. so i so-so understand.
hhaha! back home like ard 4 plus. den still can figiting wif this fake hair.
cleep at 6 am after waking boifee up to werk. a 2 hrs cleep, and now
I AM HERE!!!

2008-07-18T21:15:00.000+08:00

it alwaes an once a week review.
haha. due to hectic schedule..
Digital imaging unit has open up an off-site
office. and when cone to emergency, we haf to take
the case sheet back to NUH within one hour.
fyi our off site office is at clementi loop.

oh yarh! burfdae. can be an enjoyzing moment for me.
had wedding catering. had cakes and the sabos.
fun after all. boifee surprised me floweerss and tommy hilfiger
perfumes which is soo cute. i ws shocked he came down afterall,
we had a small fight late nite..

and dance. trairat won 2nd on fiestari. im soo glad.
i doo help out.. after dat, went out fer dinner at banquet
wif naqib and tis guy lah( forgot name). rewind back the time
during secondary school. was fun. hehe!!

ok. nana quit. shafwan too. i dunno why. bt i just call dem a loser.
they dun think how are dey going to find job this daes..
afterall me and nana had go thru so many interviews had go down the drain.
she stupid.

2008-07-05T23:30:00.000+08:00

oh-la-la.
im dead rotten pig here.
haha!!!

just reached hm, fm town.
movies wif ma babies.
nurulish and farishhh.
mcm bodoh.
had hancock. awsome show.
ate at lucky.
so at first wanna get the extension bt..
fucking hell up the pay was delay!!! SHITOS rite.

nurulish left at 8. while i and farishh walk2 till 9 pluss
den train-ed hm cs i oready yawning a few times at starbuck.
hees.

had new hand paint nail.
and its like forever lah ika ehk.
every week change colour. pfft.

and so, i miss ma boifreen.
tml turn 9 mths. im so glad.

2008-07-04T21:53:00.000+08:00

HOLLA!
time check its 10.17 pm.
just got baq from werk.
tired. dit overtime.
dats oll for todae.

COUNTDOWN to
pay dae - todae.
9th monthsary - 6 july.
BF paydae - 12 july.
DOLLY burdae - 13 july.

2008-06-26T23:54:00.000+08:00

Holla!
i neva update fer like a few daes.
which is actually nt good.
due to ma tangan gatal and reset the
router. so like it been senget.
and i cannt update at home.
hahaha!! so people.

JOB, is good. getting ma NUH staff card soon.
its under processing.

niwaes, i had ma nail medicure and pedicure.
for 2 people which is like 45 bucks. ok lah tu ehk.

pay will be up in a week times.
and im now listing it.

SHOPPING LIST

PSP.( see how lah.)
more jeans.
SHOES(no heels,cs i gt thousands)
make-up stuff.

2008-06-19T22:34:00.000+08:00

feeling2 hindustan hey!!
when the sister together
soon bro-in-law. hees!
together ((:

2008-06-15T03:40:00.000+08:00

todae everything goes well.
boifee meet me very early in the
morning at 9 pluss.
he came cs we had a bir of arguement.

had dance nite.
get ready by 5.45 pm.

mizan,fuad, nana and reela.
really had fun the last part.
we conquered the dance floor.
k best.
update picture soon.tired.
reached hm at 1.

2008-06-14T14:26:00.000+08:00

hola people.

it been long i;ve not update.

due to busy. and late night outing.

pay was good. hymmph.

lately been shopping everydae.

bought epilator. clothes and shoes.

up nrxt, rebonding and extension.

boifee gonna pay for it.maybe..

WE, pretty well tis month.

hes busy and i too.

we can only spend quality time,

after werk and weekend.

have fun seeing new picture.

new frens at werk.

Nora, Shafwan and Mai.

this is candid. for real.

2008-06-04T20:39:00.000+08:00

hell yearh!!
now at eunoss cc.
boifee training.
2nd dae mc.
eye infectin is still the same.
redness at the botton of the eye.

nothing to update actually,
just a random ones.
love u huns.

2008-06-03T20:08:00.000+08:00

heyloo (;

not to werk todae due to

eye irritation. 2 daes mc.

yadaa.yadaa.

having fun wif boifee ytd.

he came ova. watch cuci.

den i doze off on the couch.

he woke me up den i cleep in the room.

yees, im tired.

goodbye for todae.

2008-06-01T02:53:00.000+08:00

WEEK REVIEW!

overall. good i can sae.
busy with stuff. i mean werK
and so on.

yess. pay is cumming tis 5th jun.
bt like i oready spend oll the money
except on mama stuff.

i oready got new lenses, Casio watch and
tops for club.
haha! not sure going since bf not allowed.
and its like diff to escape.

and shafwan has started to werk at ma place.
hes a fast learner lah.
well im still doing ma scanning.

some changes a werk.
ma batman no longer due to NS.
haha! left with cicakman, spiderman and kambeng.

dats oll fer todae. oreelse dere are like
some KEPO makcik here.

2008-05-25T15:53:00.000+08:00

oh well..
seeem wat i did and wat
i wrote in blog been pass around.
i still dun understand u gf..
yess i did wrote abt u guys bt its not bad thingy.
no need to pass ard wat i did and sae want
to tok face to face.
tis is oll BULLSHITT!!

i haf no matters wif her, why is it so
she has to tok like dat.
i noe u got to do wif it.
and i noe u still read ma blog.
why u still KEPO. obviously,
u still wanna know how am i living kan.kan.kan.

she dun need to pretend kal me and ask where is
block 302.
why she have to ask me instead of u.
so-takder-kene-mengene rite.
err.. Get a life lah girl.
do sumting good for ur family.
not beng KEPO telling people
ard abt me. where it is actually not happen.
if so u wanna tell people bt me, tel the good one..
dun forget to tell everyone okay dat actually,
ma boifrenn, is not a good one.
hes a bad guy..
no matter wat, i still live life on ma own.
i love ma bf.

2008-05-25T11:45:00.000+08:00

well yesterdae was
like a family dae.
mama, papa brought me to
northpoint, we ate sakura.
den had a walk..
mama bought body shop.
oceanus and water lily.

after a while,
i told mama im leaving.
saed meeting boifee.

den ahead to b.batok.
chill and back home.

2008-05-21T22:57:00.000+08:00

oh people!
werk is so good.
bt tired. heavy duty dokk.
boifee alwaes remind me to
update blog.hee.

nuthing to tok actually.
so i list down wat im going to buy.
since pay will be next two week.
can rite?
hahaha!!

WISHLIST.
-casio gold edition watch.
-guess heels.
-had ma hair extension.
-clothes for werk.
haha! mcm run out of clothes gytu.
so far dats oll i need for now.
FULSTOP!!!

2008-05-17T12:56:00.000+08:00

gd afternoon sunshine!
its saturdae afternoon.
i just woke up.
as per normal. cleeping and cleeping.
todae and tml i had
wedding catering so do boifee had
wedding show tml.
i thot i wud b the same place.
bt TIDAK!!! hes at 601 bt mine
632. haishhhee!!!

can onli mit him on tuesdae.
NVM. endure jer lah..

yesterdae work was fun.
Jaslyn had her morning conversation.
she sae she need guy in our office.
bt he has to tahan oll the girls lahh
since majority in the office were girls.
then, jaslyn doo add dat the guy ask
fo a higher pay.. it totally not fair.
cause guys and girls is the same.
only dey do faster and dey ar stronger.
i OBJECT!!! im strong too. im fast too.
the matters is he just need to haf te same
pay rate. hahah!!!

gd luck to those who are interviewing.

2008-05-15T21:19:00.000+08:00

ouh babehh!!!

yeearh.. i noe,
its been long time dat
ive not update.
and u noe.
i pretty busy wif werk and
so on lahh.

problems ovcr problems.
boifee and frens lahh.
too many to share.

ouhh surprise,
nana told me, she saw
ma sisterlup???
i was like guessing.
who seyy..
it was like intan and boifren, ras and mira.
hhaha!
lepak-ing at nana's area.
out of the place.
hahaa! funny lah.
no comment.
time pass.

rewind back the time
at pit was totally awfull.
u wll proud obviously
cause ur fren sae shes not happy
with the wae i treat her(intan).
she den sae wanna slap ma face.
stupid rite. and den u can see ma "cuak face"
i was surpise dat u trust ur NEW fren den me.
the matters is between me and her.
why the rest kepo.. it-so-takder
kene mengene.
urghh. forget it lah.
aniwae i oready apologise.
deres nothing to feel guilty about.
only just missing her.

dear girlfren.
although u are far from me.
bt yet still near in ma heart.
i still love u gf.
sumtymes those daes during
the secondary school time
reminicing in ma mind.
every fridaae afternoon,
sunday madrasah,
tarian training(campus 2),
and obviously our last valentine's special
double date at night safari.
its so so amazing..
and doo remember our 21st fren anniversary.
idk if it still going on.haaha!
haah. i miss you beb!

2008-05-11T20:10:00.000+08:00

ouhh wee.
wake up at ten.
boifee here.
early for a sundae morning.
haishh.
mama and papa to pontian.
had wedding dere. wif nenek.
dee to changi.
mother's dae pit.

thot of having breakfasr at mcd.
bt end up late.
den we had lunch.
window-shopping.
den home.

boifee took hes bag den off to
training.
at home alone.
warch tatooist and cuci.
hahaha! boredom strike.

boifee thot of buying mama
the bbq stemboat for mother dae present.
bt i sae no need lah.
next month den i get for her.

update soon.
toodles~

2008-05-10T23:46:00.000+08:00

ok people.
tis is new me lah.
picture taken todae.
just last month had a haircut
and lately i had ma hair curl.
boifee can oready adapt to it..
hehe. i love ma curl. pretty-pretty
babeh gytu.. ishh takdelah...

went to wdls wif nana.
saw the nuh chinese malay
looking guy at ljs.
bought mama a frame wif our photo.
kinda budget a bit lah.
bt the thot dat counts.
next pay den buy mama sho or bag.

since ive oready blanje her 2 shoes.
haha.. mother daughter shopping.
hahah! cute lah.

ohh yearh. boifee senyap todae.
idk. i tink he menses lah.
hehe. sori baby!! well.
i got ma nail polished again.
now its light brown.
hehe. morning it was red.
kekeke!!!

2008-05-10T00:33:00.000+08:00

hollla!!
i noe its been long time
neva update.
seems pretty busy lah.
werk. boifee and cleep.
hehehe!

i need lotsa rest like
seriously lah.
actually, nothing to blog about
bt u noe boifee is sooo kepo.
bugging me to rite lah.
[mentang2 gbr dier terpampar at
ma blog!] (seee above lah deyy:P )

todae nuthing much.
busy.busy.busy at nuh.
sick.
gt flu and cough.
and now eye irritation.
shitto.

dats oll for todae.

dear boifee,
if u nak upload sgt blog, u upload sndiri ok?
hhehe! ily. issh, taklah...

2008-05-03T09:49:00.000+08:00

urmpp.
todae is bad.
morning cant even woke up
to work.
due to sickness.
i had flu, fever and cough.
shitto..

end up just go lerr.
werk fast bt u noe
the sickening nose.
urgghhh.

mit boifee after work.
didnt work out so much.
we again had the debate.

as per normal.
bt tis one is big.

hell yearh.
i still love u bb.

2008-05-02T08:38:00.000+08:00

blurrppp!!
todae plan to stay at home
watch dvd. i mean rest lah.
bt end up, mama woke me up
at 6.30 saed we going jb last min.
haiyoo.
mate kelat oi!

cam biase jammed!
boring uh.
reached der at 10
den makan time.
den did ma shopping.
first stop, larkin.
bought gedebak gedebuk.
den to city square.

hehe. dee sae city hall.
i sae city plaza.
den papa sae city nur-halimah.
hahah! funny uh.
tak mungkin oii!!

bought ma self a grey-ish jumper.
cute per.dee too.

saw wawan at city square.
and razzaq at larkin.
didnt expect hym to recognise me.
heh!

off for now!

2008-05-01T12:03:00.000+08:00

ouhhhh people!!
just got baq from werk.
tired u noe..

bus-ed to jurong east
den mit fuad.
he blanje mc chicken.
den hes fren, wan, blanje coke.
haha!
todae outta cash uhh.
cs earlier buy cigg.
haisshh.
den ez-link aso burn.
aiseh bedah!

train-ed home.
otw, saw lan (noi's fren)
didnt tegor bt u noe
when u see the person familiar,
you wll keep on looking kan..
yarh. cam tu larhh.

cant stand of the migraine.
only the back part of the head.
nauseaus. low-blood.
PMS.PMS.PMS
cleep for now.

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!!

2008-05-01T00:41:00.000+08:00

weee!!
updating at werk.
im so happy got to werk in
the office.
hah :P

had ma own table, scanner and
printer.
nana too had her own.
we werk at the same company.
KENLAB!! at nuh.

pretty tired lah.
cs i haf to woke up very fucking
early den off frm hm at 7.15 am.
seriously early rite..

mit new colleague.
nora, mai,yani,shufen and sarah.'
the rest are senior.
dun nid to explain.
oh yess. deres dis annoying lady uh.
she so irratating.
keep talking non stop.
she talk dat is not even related to her.
irrtating kan.
ergghhh!!

gtg now.
update soon.
continue-ing wif werk siket lahh.

2008-04-29T08:44:00.000+08:00

yadaa.yadaa.

woke up at 11.
im so damn fucking tired.
nana woke me up.
saed we go interview todae at boonlay.
mkpl!!! the office is like sumwhere in tuas.
everywhere big big vehicle and bangla too.
scary bt good enuff, we got the job.
not dere bt at nuh. doing admin.
yearhhh!! good rite.. me and nana same place.
happy seyy.

den head to jp. eat ljs.
den surprise boifee at stn..
hehe. tak puas beb!!
bt nevermind.
tml after werk can mit him again..
go for now!
update picture soon.

2008-04-27T20:32:00.000+08:00

ohh weeeee!!!

ma week BORING.
except saturdae and sundae.
hehehe.

SATURDAY

went to ecp.
planned were well at firsst
mit monster and hazwan den bus-ed
to ecp.
nana will go leta as her parent sending her.

boifee dunno lah.
he saed he wanna go bt dunno how.
den kecipak kecipung, hes tired.
so i ask him to go home and rest.
haisshhh... thot of spending time wif him
u noe.. bt too late. nevermind lahh

SUNDAY

woke up at 8.40am.
ate prata sambal.
den wash up.
chill. played games. smoke.
build sand castle.
mizan went home cs mitting hes gf.
left me, nana and hazwan. we sleep in the tent
afta food in the afternoon.
haha. woke up den walk along the sea wif nana.
pack den off home.

cleep early.at 10.
boifee call.
den fight again.
as per normal.
im sorry boifee. not blaming anyone
bt i tink im behaving like dat is because
its been a week, have not mit you.
he stress up den i go to cleep.

2008-04-25T11:21:00.000+08:00

herrr!!

woke up at 1 pm.
hahaha!
watch dvd's
vantage point and the rage.
yearhh. nothing to do.
mother and daughter watch movie
together.

cook tomyam again tis morning.
one for me and one for mama.
hahah! cute can.

lazy to update todae.
update soon lah..

2008-04-24T08:55:00.000+08:00

yadaa.yadaa.

im bored todae.
so lets talk about MY WISH.
im sure everybody has a wish.
im gonna talk bt me turning 21.
hahaha!!

after turning 21,
i hope i gt a stable job.
den can afford to pay ma
monthly bills and at least,
i can enrolled ma bike licence.
i noe boifee dun allowed me to ride.
bt i still want.
u noe, im degil!!!
nemind, it still can be negotiable.
hahhaah!!!

had lotsa money to buy stuff
without borrowing from mama
den end up, i neva pay.heheh!
(bad habit).

i too wanna renovate ma room.
i wanna bali style.
yess. favourite ok.
bed frame, most probably look like
the raft. walls, painted light brown
so that it look spacious.
the other side of my wall,
its ma mural of art.
its where the flower2 design thingy lahh.
as long, it simple, feminine and elegent.
and aso a long mirror dat alwaes make me look slimmer.
hehehe!!

dats all folks for todae.
[ika, u can continue berangan and stuff lah..hehehe!]

2008-04-24T01:18:00.000+08:00

oh lalala!!

been long time did not update.
pretty busy wif stuff and so on.
at last got to see boifee.
afterall, hes competition end.

i really-really miss him lots.
nothing to update lah actually.
hwhehe!! updae soon ok.
saturdae and sundae to ecp.
fun-fun.

2008-04-20T09:30:00.000+08:00

went up to yishun.
had ma hair treatment.
and one blue extension.
thot of doing the full head.
bt it kinda wast of money
cs i do want change ma hairstyle
nt less den 3 mths.
and it gonna be itchy cs after
the extension i cudnt wash hair
as hard as i want.
it has to be gentle.
heheh. im no gentle please!!

oh yarh, boifee had competition todae.
wish him gd luck ya all.
its a dikir thingy lah.
supposely hes werking todae.
bt i think he took hes time-off.

had a great time todae.
junk me food.
burger, takoyaki and otak-otak.
im gonna be fat. hahah!

2008-04-19T09:26:00.000+08:00

lunch at banguet wif
mama and papa and dee.
had groceries shopping at
ntuc.

papa gave me 20 dollars voucher
while mama gt 100 dollars.
we did lotsa shopping.

i bought ma self loreal two
way cake foundation.
it stay longer on ya face.
best recommended.

reach home, cleep.
den watch tivie oll the wae.
end for now.

2008-04-18T10:41:00.000+08:00

heyyyaaa!!
people, i got ma cheque
todae!!!
300 okae.
gonna pay ma bills,
den had ma hair extention.
i tink it grow very-very slow.
hehe.

down to uob plaza.
had ma agreement sign.
den off to ljs city hall.
den lepak at raffles city.
drop by marks and spencer.
go home.
i miss ma bf.

2008-04-17T01:26:00.000+08:00

yo momma!!

im goin to tok bt
mama todae.
im proud and glad to
haf mama.
shes well to be ma fren
as well a mother who really
cares.

she wait till i reached home.
she falls asleep on the couch.
she watch me cleep throughout
the nite when i fall sick.

i cheat on her.
i shout at her.
i steal her money.
bt yet, she still love me.
she keep everything from ma dad.
as you noe, ma dad is very strict.
he rely on me. so he dun really cares
if i late home as long im behaving well.

lately she having a gastric often.
and i alwaes go back home late night.
she oredy cleep before me.
den i came to her room, picit2 her siket.
its a very sad thing uh.

she is doing social work.
helping out the needy kids
from poor income family.
and the others family too helping
her out.

iloveyoumama.

2008-04-16T14:50:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BURFDAY FUAD!!
its nana's bf.
too bad, cant celebrate wif hym.
as hes werking at night shift.

TO nana:
hope you enjoy wif fuad, oraytes.
takmo sad-sad okay!

boifee, tanks for the manicure.
hahah. i love it so as you.

boifee did hes shopping.
he bought ray ben white frame shade
and a blue checked top.
cute u noe.
hehe!!

had another interview at bugis.
doing admin.
coool lah. dey need malay staff.
so pray hard for it.
end.

2008-04-15T11:34:00.000+08:00

2008-04-15T11:04:00.000+08:00

krrok!!

boifee is pretty busy lately.
he had upcomming event and so on.
hope tis thing end soon.
orelse he took ma time wif him for the event.
bt its ok. i noe he cud make sm time
for me.

tankx baby for the nasi lemak tdi
u antar. hehehe!
kelaparan sehh.

mak and bik yanti came.
nabil too.
hes cute. playing wif boifee.
hehe. very manje.

see picture.xoxo.

2008-04-14T05:12:00.000+08:00

yeebah((:

went to swimming at
jurong east. sumwhere in chinese garden.
went with nana.
kinda boring in the afternoon.
so i called her and to swimming.
err. ok lah. we had fun bt dere,
not so fun unlike wild-wild-wet.
hehhe. next stop dere ok beb!!

makan session at jurong east.
den pool wif nana,fuad plus
fuad bro and sis in law.
gerek. fuad is soo funny.

den off to yishun gv.
watch streets king.
nana's atok and nenek treats.
gerek.

the movie start at 9.40 pm.
den it end at 11.40 pm.
yess. no bus.
atok wanna send me home.
den i sae no need lah.
den he gave me 10 bucx.
cab-ed home.

taxi driver sux!
he go by express way.
fuck kan. i sae go by lentor.
cb.cb.cb.
i fought wif the driver.
he keep saying midnight charge lah.
knn.
den i sae to him, i dun care. i just pay u 10 dollar..
hahaha!!

2008-04-13T11:38:00.000+08:00

yipeeee!!!
tankx to mama and papa
for bringing me out.
planned to bugis bt end up at novena.
we ate at ayam penyet ria.
den shop at cotton on.
its a HALF PRICE REDUCTION.
gerek ape.

i get ma long legging and white top.
i thot wanna get this denim vest.
bt its not under the selected items.

and oh yarhh.. remember the
white long blouse i wanna buy..
at first it cost 34.95
bt it reduce to 15.00 bucx.
acm? great deal rite..
and men's v-neck for like 5 bucx only.
hehehe.
while stock last.
ENJOYY SHOPPING PEOPLE!!!

only on COTTON ON.
ilybaby((:

2008-04-13T05:01:00.000+08:00

pffft.
and again im being left out.
boifee to training.
mama to sumwhere.
dee to gig.
papa to werk.

at home, doing nuthing.
done with the house chores.
SUCKER!!!!

not eaten.
rotting.rotting.rotting.
planned all canccelled.
fuck.fuck.
knn.knn.knn

font

2008-04-12T23:47:00.001+08:00

I changed my font at pYzam.com

2008-04-12T08:47:00.000+08:00

whooops!
went to interview thingy
at raffles place. oub centre.
it on the 55 floor.
seriously ma ear turn deaf.
hahah.

went up wif nana.
den another interview at bugis
doing admin. bt it was close.
so... we go for makan.
haha. all time favourite.
fried fish soup wif milk at tong seng.

den window shopping at bugis junction and
street.
den 851 home.

till now...
watching online movie.
13 going on 30.
best movie.. haha!!

ouhh btw,
i miss boifee.
hes busy now and then.
shows cuming up and so on.

2008-04-10T16:20:00.000+08:00

wazzzaaaa!!!
bored in the afternoon.
monster called up.
he took half dae.
wwe be lepak-in at nite.
ok set!!

boifee good.
went to gf pit last minute.
mama bring me dere.
went dere wif dee, mama and monster.

fetch monster den cab to ecp.
it meant to be surprise.
ok cool.
happy burfdae intan and noi!!!

didi lost. i kick him aaway from me.
he just distrupting ma relationship.
i noe he had bad intention
though hes a sweet talker motha fucker.
i noe hes background from sanchi.

yeah.. i can cleep peacefully.

bf: i syg u.
me: i neva ask.
bf: ok, i tarik balek.
me: noo.. i noe u syg me..
bf: i dah tarik balek..
me: when can u tarik balik so fast.
me: dier mesti 3 sec lbt gitu.
bf: i tau u tk syg i.
me: no-no. i syg u many-many lah.
bf: i rindu u seh b. i sssyyyggg u seh.
me: ok. go to cleep.
bf: ok. kiss??
me: mwack.
bf: i nak banyak2..
me: mwack x10 divided by 2.
bf: ok. mwackx x15 divided by 3.
me: hahaha. ape jer.
bf: gd nite lah. i love u.

hahaha.
i put down den keep
grinning. eheheh ((:

2008-04-06T11:02:00.000+08:00

2008-04-06T09:37:00.000+08:00

oh well. oh well.
it boifee burfdae todae.

Happy burfdae to u
happy burfdae to u
happy burfdae to baby
happy burfdae to u!!!!1

heheh. cute ape.
we be spending time
at sentosa wif fuad and nana.
include dee and ajim.

hahah.

we gave the present after the makan
session.
i bought boifee ripcurl wallet.
im sure he likes it.
nana gave fuad two piece of cotton on shirt
and a volcom slippers.
hehe!!
double burfdae boy.
but fuad's is on the 15 april.
lambat lagii. nyehehehe ((:

yeahh. picture cuming up.

2008-04-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

its been all day at home.
watch online movie.
again and again.
one after another.
the devil wears prada.
the cindrella story.
ps. i love you.
and lastly and still watching now is
27 dresses.

oh-so-bored.
mama and papa to jb.
dey had deir lunch sumwhere.

afternoon i will have ma
slimming consultation.
at 4 pm.
going alone.
shop a bit.
haf to save up too
for boifee burfdae celebration
on saturdae wif nana and fuad.
oh-yess!!!

i can't wait.
saturdae.. oh-weee!!!!

2008-04-02T10:14:00.000+08:00

hohoho!!!

went to town wif nana and fuad
include boifee.

did ma shopping.
bought tops, slippers and shades.
pluss sm stuff.
heheh.

had lunch at taman rose.
coincident met busu and mira.
hhehe. happy COUPLE.

had movies. Be Kind Rewind.
kkinda cute huh the story.
ahead to esplanade.
lepak.
saw haryanto.
yearhh. the first ex.
he send regards to dee.
off home.

ily boifee!!

2008-04-02T08:42:00.000+08:00

random picture.

xoxo.

2008-04-01T01:52:00.000+08:00

ohh...
im soo tired.
saturday and sunday.
had wedding catering.
urghh. no update.

see from the picture!!!

me tired. resting.
check out what they are doing..
transfering oils.
super 4 powerr!!!

2008-03-29T11:19:00.000+08:00

hohoho!!
went up to mit boifee.
at bukit batok.
ate at hes place.
mak cook ayam masak merah.
delicias!!

help to fold hes clothes at home.
went out to smoke.
chill at the neighbourhood park.
talking bt our future.
ain't we?

heheh.
ily bb.

2008-03-29T03:21:00.000+08:00

errr.
internet were sort at home.
i cant surf the net.
its because of ma itchy hand lah.
konon nak fix the wire konon.
hehehe.

i try fix it up soon.
btw, i got a job.
first in at la senza.
selling lingerie.
second, aldo.
MA FAVOURITE!!!
going for the second interview at wisma
tis mondae.
gonna be fun.

boifee burfdae cummin.
im still thinking bt the plan.
deres too many plan bt still cant decide.
baby, u gonna be shocked wif ma surprise.
hahah. its simple and clean celebration jerr.
its just the two of us.
heheh!!(evil laugh)

2008-03-27T07:08:00.000+08:00

arrrrrr!!!
idk.idk.idk.
had a few job hunting.
levis,aldo,marks and spencer,
forever21 and guess.
so i guess i have to wait for call.
boifee is bugging me to work.
orelse, i be rotten at home.
and stat eating like pig.

im not ok todae.
not okae.
i dun know why.
btw, fer the job hunting todae,
i went with nana.
she had a medium curl on her hair.
i JEALOUS!!!
i want a small curl. i dun care.

boifee, ok lah.
we are pretty much quite.
cause of sumting lah.

CURRENT MOOD: LOUSY )):

smoke.smoke.smoke.
and again.
smoke.smoke.smoke.
i miss boifren.

2008-03-26T12:11:00.000+08:00

ohh yess!!
i met boifee todae.
and i too get ma phone baq.
K800i. yipeeee!!!!

heard dat fathur rahman met
an accident. pity-pity hym.
till now hes still not conscious.

hope hes doing ok.
bored now.

update soon.

2008-03-26T11:26:00.000+08:00

i soo-soo lost.
i miss you gf.
i tink its true dat loves tear us apart.
bt we cnnt blame anybody.
it the circumfrence.

i hope the relationship
will still grow on.
and too our 21st bdae promises.
i cudnt even forget it.
we make it big enuff.

i hope u settle ur problems
slowly.i'll alwaes behind ur back.
if u need any help, i will alwaes dere.
ily gf.

2008-03-25T12:14:00.000+08:00

i dun know you really treat
me as your bestfren.
you call me when u need me.
when i call you, you think dat
i need you or im in problem.
im not those type of people.

you call me at 3 am.
you ran away frm home.
u asked if i can accompany you.
bt i sae, just come ova ma place.
at lease, you can sleep for the night.
bt when i want to help you out,
you turn away.
while i call you, u divert to ur bf.
and i talk to him. you noe, i neva want
to tok to him.

i told him your whereabt.
bt u ignore me.
dat night u had a tiff with ur bf.
dat, i dun want to know.
u called me for help, bt u need ur bf.
i dun understand u gf.

bt i want you to know.
dat whateva it is, i love u gf!!

2008-03-24T23:19:00.000+08:00

I changed my font at pYzam.com

2008-03-23T04:51:00.000+08:00

ouhh.
im alone at home.
papa had run.
mama tag along.
dee had dance training.
me at home cleeping.
boifee had hes training too.

afternoon to mcd amk park.
with monster.
tankx fer accompany fren.

reached home,
mama and papa off again.
dey went to some dangdut.
errr. bored.
stay at home alone.

2008-03-22T13:57:00.000+08:00

ITS GOOD FRIDAY!!

woke up at 11.
mit mizan and hazwan at amk hub.
had arcade. as per normal,
deir riffle and daytona.

mit boifee afterdat.
spent time wif hes family.
really enjoying maself.
we had bowling den
food at air pasang sumwhere
at bukit gombak.

i played so awful.
it was ma first time.
bt sure i be beta the next time.
can challenge with boifee oready.
heheeh. :P

family kecoh.
friendly.
i love the kids.
they are so cute.
especially amirul.
and aso boifee favourite galfren,
ira. she start to tok to me.
when first i came to the family,
ira was so feirce.
hehehe!!

overall, tired.
stomach full.
had to do some excercise.
first ting tml morning,
JOGGING!!!
ily bf (:

2008-03-21T11:07:00.000+08:00

HAPPY SUNSHINE DAYY!!!

its sunny.
had new desktop.
yess. actually, not really.
get the old one fix.

woke up at 11 am.
shower den to aml central.
mama wanna get her cpf medisave done.
had lunch at hady mirza's.
ate gado-gado.
mama ate soto.

off to sheng shiong.
bought kitchen stuff.
shampoo. and ma breakfast drink.
heheh.

cab-ed home.
watch tivie.
movie : THE PRINCESS DIARIES
its interesting.
u wont get bored after watching so
many times.
eheehhe ((:

ouh yah.
i burn ma middle right hand finger.
i wasfrying ma tofu den i dip ma hand to the hot
oil too.
i was soo-soo stupid.
hehe.

boifee send me a msg..
>>
B, i syg u.. i dnt knw y..
bt i do.. n i wan 2 spend ma daes
wif u .. u knw tdi jari u gt scalded, i nk
nangis seh.. hmmm. tpi i eksyen mrh2 u jekx..
ily b..

haha. cute u he.. geram seii i .
dats oll folk for todae.
i love you people !!!

2008-03-18T23:27:00.000+08:00

oh-people.

went ts training.
woke up at 2 pm. goshh!! late.
cab-ed to bishan.
met the junior..
help dem out wif the dance.

UPCOMING PERFORMANCE:)

-april's intake orientation.
-wedding show.
-fiestari.
-production(oct 08)

more to come..

met boifee after training.
i felt so weak.
i dun haf the mood to eat either.
so,boifee feed me.
mak cook nasi minyak.
SEDAP!!

den bus-ed home.
aiyoo.
fought wif fathur rahman ova the phone.
hes irritating seii.
hope no more calls from him.

2008-03-16T19:24:00.000+08:00

ouhh babeh!!!
im still awake at 4.20 am.
boifee out to club.
i cant cleep as ma cuz is ova ma place,
they had to take ma room.
i haf to cleep in the living room.
cleep in the cozy sleeping bag.
haiss.
mak, and abah's here.
kak nana and family too.
except abg zul.

mit boifee.
he came ova.
suprised had so many people ova
ma place.

had dinner wif kak na and hym at
banquet.
although he had hes tapau curry fish head.
hehe.

imy boifee. ((:

2008-03-16T12:42:00.000+08:00

i let the stomach unfill,
yesterdae and todae.
all i was doing is watch tivie,
msg-ing,read novel.

thinking abt YOU.
i hardly speak, hardly smile.
i cannot be pretenders.

i dont..

i dont..

what's actually happening to us.
i told mama bt this.
she saes, let you think.

YOU are going to MOS todae.
seems u dun care bt me.
frens are much important huh?
yarh-yarh. its only once a while.
wherelse it a reunion thingy.
go okae. go if u want.
haishh~

YOU sae dun give up.
YOU sae u love me.
YOU sae u miss me.

BUT where, when and why???

2008-03-16T00:32:00.000+08:00

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